just reached home...Slept at 7 this morning...surprisingly,i woke up at 11... ad a nice little family discussion wit all at home about bills... haiz..money again... depressing topic man... met amanda and andi for a quick game of pool in the afternoon....after that, the usual saturday routine... off to hear the angelic angeleus choir...hehe... kids sounded ok today though there's still lots of room for improvement...Hatsuee was back in church(and singapore)today... glad to have u back in singapore babe... hope life is good for u... :)...and surprisingly,Maryanne was in church as well... haven't seen her in a long time... after mass, we met up for a smoke and chatted... Boy i miss chatting with her... we talked about everything that happened the last few months, how dylan and jacky were doin and everything... glad to see that her life is gettin better by the day... Jacky, for the record, you're a lucky ass... hehe... anyway, my congrats to the both of you and best wishes to u both...
Goin to Ting Ting's wedding tmr... haiz... depressing man... everyone i know seems to be gettin married or engaged... Iskandar, Anthony, Maryanne... well, am happy for them but as the saem time, it gets me thinking... When me? hehe... not anytime soon, i guess... i mean, seriously... not just cuz i've only been recently single and am startin to think about stoopid things... i mean, i've never been one to think about these kinda things, but sometimes, i really do wonder.... oh well, fuck it...still young... wait until become grumpy old man den start gettin depressed... :) well, but there is one resolution that i have... that is that if by 30, and i'm still single and unattached, i'll prolly adopt a kid... Yup!! love kids but will prolly never have the luck and honour of having some lovely lady bear me one...hehe... not that i'm being pessimistic... :P
Guess after all that has happened in the last few months, and having the honour of countless advice from lots of people, as well as listening to some personal experiences, i guess my whole perception and outlook of love and relationships has changed... nowadays, i'm just glad to see people happy... i guess thats all i live for nowadays...hehe..just looking at the smile on the face of a person i have in one way or another helped, is a priceless image of a happy moment...however, still think a lot about the past but thankfully,am able to control myself better... guess all it needed was time to heal... the most important thing i learnt was that some things cannot be forced, and some things that have happened already cannot be changed... so ya, suck thumb and accept it.... thats the only rational thing that can be done... Tempers might have flared and hurting words might have been exchanged but i guess that will always be the problems with human beings.... pride before passion... You know, honestly, i'm glad to see that edna is now happy with yl... no, i'm not trying to be polite... likei said before, i guess all i needed was time to accept, and forget.... though i'm not going to say that i have completely forgotten her (i know that can never happen), i still feel happy for her, now that she's happier with someone else... i know, i sound as though i trying to be all magnimous and everything but that is really how i feel... believe me or not, thats your problem...
Nowadays, guess work, frens and sch is gonna be my top priority... really sucks in a way to be single... got too much bloody spare time... really running out of things to do man... life returning back to the redundant cycle of work, home, sleep, work, home, sleep again... must find new hobby man... been looking for new furniture recently... gonna refurnish my whole room.... so looking for either a L-shaped sofa, or a single bed.... hmmm... ikea is the only bloody stop i haven't looked... think gonna go there soon...gonna exchange mi radio with mi dadsy... this radio was the first one i bought with my own cash... costs me $900 bloody bucks... hehe... in the end, become white elpahnt in my room.... :P
Think i shall stop blogging now... too many things on my mind... think i'm in that thinking phase again... hopefully, it won't get too far....Nitez all... to all the frens who have been there for me, a great big THANK YOU!!! to all that haven't been there, a great big THNAK YOU for being a fren, at least.... Glad to know all you guys and really, i would never still be standing now if all of you haven't played at least a minor part in a way or another to become a factor inn my life... MUACKZ!!! a great big sloppy kiss to all... muahahaha!!!! CIAOZ!!!!
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