Sunday, May 21, 2006

The Da Vinci Code

Just watched the show today and i must say, in my opinion of course, it sticks rather closely to the book.. Which is good and bad in both ways if u think about it...
One thing is for certain, it certainly screws around with your mind about your faith (if you are christian), and give you whole new perceptions about Christianity(if you are not).. Oh well, to each his own...

But i do wan to catch some other shows, namely X-Men 3, Over the Hedge and The Wild... CAn't wait man.. Just really hope that work does not bog me down..

O did i mention i'm hopping to Hong Kong this June? Anybody need anything?? Lemme know...

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Regret

For the most part of my life, i have based it on one theory.. Do anything u want, but never ever turn back to regret it.. And faithfully, for most of my life, i have followed what i preached... But yesterday, as Noel was leaving or should i say for the most of yesterday evening, i was filled with nothing but the worst feeling that i hate so much...

The man, the legend.. The best bud i ever had.. The guy i grew up with.. The person i could never ever stay angry with.. The most patient fren i ever had.. The one who could always knock sense into me when all in front of me seemed lost... Left for Houston for the next 6 yrs to study to be a vet...

Since the days that i've known him which dates back really to primary sch.. His love and compassion for animals have always been there.. often we spoke about our dreams...and i'm so glad that he's well on his way to fulfilling his.. On the flipside, the bravest move of going abroad all alone, leaving your family and frens and all that you've ever known behind...Those thoughts must have surrounded him when he entered the departure hall.. From his call to JJ about 15 mins later, he sounded sad, almost troubled... we sensed this and felt every emotion that must have been runnning through him at that very moment..

The regret i have is that i never could spend enough time with him... Let alone a dinner... Work bogged me down for the last few months, and crucially the last 2 weeks.. and now, the question really is when is that next time i can even see him again??

Its not forever i know, but time has always been the enemy to most...For it was time that tore us apart right from the beginning.. As JJ put it to me perfectly, we must not make the same mistake again...

My thoughts go out to you bro.. Wherever you might be right now.. its less than 24 hrs but i'm missing u more than ever inm the last few yrs.. I guess its just realisation sinking in... its true reallym you'll never know what u had, or have, till its long gone.. When you do realise its true value, it would have been way too late...

I'm never going to make this same mistake again.. This i swear on my very grave...

See you in Feb at Houston next yr... i will walk there if i have to...

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Wat Luck??!!!

Not blogging for a few months has gotten me to realise how busy i've been..
Work, church(stop laughing..) takes up most of my time nowadays... So sorry if i haven't been spending enough time with my friends... I wish i could.. i really do...

Just found out that Noel (My childhood buddy) is flying off to the States on Wed.. He'll be gone for 6 freakin years.. And me, i can't even afford the time to meet him for dinner..

Ashamed really though its not entirely my fault.. Makes you wonder doesn't it??

BTW. so pissed, my tagboard got spamed, so hence the change in skins... :(