Am now in camp again... on duty again... must really talk to the guy planning all my duties... Bloody hell, just did one last week and this week have to do another one...haiz...luckily next one is on the 26th... thats a long way more...
Just recieved the news that one of my workmates, Leslie passed away... Motorcycle accident... died of severe head injuries... Felt really sad when i heard the news... so young... he was just 26...Kinda got me thinking... Ain't life short? It only takes a min to realise how gd life is and the very next min, BANG!!! you're dead... Its amazing how cruel life can be... It gives you all the things that make you so happy or sad and the very next, it robs you of everything... Is there no other way? Haiz....
I guess the feeling really sux when u feel that you haven't done enough in life... after this terrible piece of news, i feel that it is time i stop hiding in my shell... its time for me to do things i always wanted to do... its time for me to do things that i was always too afraid to do... You only live once and life is short enough as it is... Live life with no more regrets cuz you'll never know when it'll be your last... I ain't gonna care about what people think anymore.... At the end of the day, what matters is that i'm happy doing it... No one benefits from it more than me.... So i won't give a flying fuck about what people think anymore... You got a problem with me, tell me, i'll just laugh it off at your face and tell you to suck thumb....
When the day comes that i have to leave this place, i just want all my frens to know that the one thing i never regretted was to have known all of them... every single one of them have taught me a lesson or 2 in life and for that i will always be grateful.... And when that day comes, i dun want them to cry... No point... instead, i would wish that they just remember me as a boy, who was in one way or another, a part of their lives.... be it good or bad....I would also find some way to convey the undermentioned to the following...
My family, for always being my pillar of strength and supporting me in whatever i did... be it right or wrong... No one can ask for a better family... My ex-girlfrens... For teaching me all about life, for once loving me... for all the times and great memories...
I'm not gettin depressed or anything... its just that through this incident, i've come to realise how precious life is... you might never get to say the things you wanted to say and i'm just being singaporean....hehe
Leslie...May God Bless your soul up in heaven...We at G2 Br will always remember you for all your help...
"I am going to concentrate on what's important in life. I'm going to strive everyday to be a kind and generous and loving person. I'm going to keep death right here, so that anytime I even think about getting angry at you or anybody else, I'll see death and I'll remember."
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