Coming soon

Going to thailand this weekend with corrinne and her family... boy is that a pressure cooker... lets just say its quite a big step, going abroad with your girlfreind and her family... just really hope that i won't go screw up anything that would jepordise anything between me, her and her family...
Anyways, will post up the pictures when i get back.. in the meantime, take care yall....

hehe...

ok firstly, a thousand apologies for not blogging enough...
Guess i'm gettin too lazy for this shit... but anyways, i promise i'll try to blog at least once a week...
TRY!!!!!

Work is a killer as usual... can't seem to even get out of the office on time nowdays, with the workload usually piling up to the ceilings... understandable...
imagine when it reaches 9th Aug...
I'll probably be dead after that...

Good news is my damn pay increment is coming next month... YEAH!!!!
Bad news is, i might not even survive pass this month...hehe..

Oh well, one day at a time...

Life is good man...
Of course, to me only la... imagine going to work every day not giving a rat's ass on whether you are late or not...
Yup, that's pretty much how its going nowadyas...
Let's just say i found an itsy bitsy loop-hole in the system and went ahead to burrow through it...
hehe... can't ride my luck though... it WILL end one day...

It's Corrinne's birthday on Thursday...
Gotta get her her presents....Erm, i mean i've already gotten her presents...hehe... (Whew!)
Amazingly, its been nearly 4 months since we got together and it still feels like yesterday...
Oh, the feeling of falling in love is such a wonderous one...
Ok, i know i'm gonna get cursed at by some people but what the hell...
Enjoy the good times while it lasts right? hehe...

Actually, i think i'm beginning to scare myself...
I'm beginning to sound like a girl.... Hmmm....
Oh well, it can't all a bad thing right?

The Homily of Love

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure.
But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher.

In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What's important is you know when to hold on and when to let go!

You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be
happy, even if their happiness means that you're not a part of it.

Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try.

You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.

Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.

Love doesn't hurt all the time, though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you.

That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall.
You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters.

If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.
Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.

It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing.

The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.

To love is to risk rejections, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life risks nothing!

To reach for another is to risk involvement; to expose your feelings is to expose true self to love is to risk not to be loved in return.

How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime.

Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling.

It should inspire you and give you joy and strength.

But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.

Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be.

For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow.

Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way whether it leads towards you or away from you.

Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.

Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.

Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love.

There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love coz every time we do, we get hurt, then I figured that's why it's called falling in love.

When you decide to love, allow it to grow.
When you promise to love, refuse to let it die!

The days go by...

The insomniac nights are over for now.... NOT!!!!!
for the last few weeks, it was because of work... now, its just cause i can't seem to sleep... only can seem to do that in the morning when i reach work... so its kinda like i dun sleep the whole night, or should i say, try but fail to sleep for the whole night, before stumbling to work early in the morning, with a face lower than droopy's and scarier than a zombie's....

Was with the Adventus crew 2 weeks ago @ Mdm Wongs.. That was a blast... witnessed a whole drunk fest right after in their office... hehe... no worries... nothing wrong was done... hehe...Just seeing them having so much fun makes me want to go out to the private sector and work as well... oh well, have to wait at least 4 more years before i can even think about it...

Patience is a virtue... Shall keep telling myself that for the next 4 years at least.....

Last friday, liquid room with carole, roch and debz... after such a long time, debz makes an appearence back in Yishun.... ok for those who are a bit lost, debz is my childhood/ex girlfren.... nowadays, she stays with her boyfren in pasir ris.... which is really a good thing, if you ask mostof s who know her since young.... anyways, not to digress... back to liquid rm... although house music has never been my thingy, soomehow, i always enjoy the music when i'm at liquid rm...

maybe its the alcohol.....

Mainey's party at rouge on sat was really a blast.... to me at least, cuz its been a while since i saw her... last christmas actually... hehe... always nice to meet up once in a while...went with mandy and andi.... oh and kenny and mel were also there.... how i miss the company.... got really high thatnight... too much alcohol at one go... but den again, too much is never enough...hehe....

So for now, i shall lay awakw and figure out how to solve this insomniac problem... rambling about the drinking in the past few weeks ain't helping cuz ny brain is kinda braindead for now.... just like opening my eyes but not thinking about anything at all....

work.....zzzzz......zzzzz......zzzzzz.....wth?!

NDP 2005

The first media launch is over... Finally.... Please everybody, do me a great big favour and go to the NDP Website . As i am personally involved in the maintanence of it, i would require you guys to help me critic the site...

In the meantime, time to spend sometime with corrinne... this NDP has been taking up too much of our time...hehe...