How many days?

Good news is i can finally blog again after 5 days in the wilderness.... bad news, i'm in that fucking depressing mood again... somehow, it just won't go away... creeped back into my life and announced its arrival in style... I wonder why this time, that i feel like that...
Hey, thats not the only thing back in my life... Debz is back... dunno whether to consider that gd news or bad...hehe... For those of u who know her, gd news is that she's grown up a lot... Bad news, still as noisy as ever... She's the reason why i've been in the wilderness the last 5 days... cuz basically, she's been coming to my house every night to use the net, hence giving me no chance to update my blog, which i so habitually do at night... Well, maybe its not such a bad thing after all... Could do with the company.. After all, it really is getting a wee bit too lonely in my life... I mean, sure i have friends... But they all have thier own lives as well right? So that is why i dun wan to go and bother them.I mean, surely they've got better things to do den listen to some stoopid fool like myself ramble about nonsense and the past all day right? Problem solved...
The last few days at work not too bad... As usual, the same old repetitive redundant cycle continues... Lucky, my life not like 'The Truman Show' or something like that, if not the viewers would be bored to death!!! Seriously, that is the way life is going nowadays.. Always seems so diffifult to find something to do nowadays, even to amuse myself...Well, the only thing interesting at work is that we are doing like some painting jobs, cuz we need to do up some rooms... Had an absolute fun day trying to avoid paint... (How fun is that?) worst part was that ended up staining my uniform at all the wrong places...There was even a stain on my crotch area, which made me look as though i just had sex with the paint can.... That's sad man..hehe...
On a brighter note, just met alice 2 days ago... She reached back Singapre already...But now, she's gone off to KL. Gonna meet her again on Sat... So touching man.. She actually bought some soveniors for me... A shirt as well as a keychain... Both look lovely.. Glad to see u back babe... Hope you're enjoying yourself now in KL. Bought her a phone for her birthday(which is this sunday)... Well, on my part, its nothing much...I mean, whats the price of a materealistic item compared to the price of frenship eh??? pretty cheap as well the phone... :) Feel so pleased with myself for being able to find such a deal...hehe..
Gonna have soccer selection tomorrow morning... Haven't found myself a new apir of boots yet.. Guess i'm gonna have to play in track shoes... Talk about awkward man...and the worse part of it all now is that i cannot get to sleep... Sad man... looks like i'm gonna stay up all night... Hard part is trying to find something to do to keep me awake... Hmmm, seems awfully quiet around tonight... Oh Ya, Debz is not around...hehe... went out clubbing... lucky babe... Think maybe i'll read a book, get a wee bit of shut eye and figure out tomorrow how much more further i can get depressed and sink into this hole that is already above me...