More time for myself.

Its been a while since i blogged..

Guess driving around in the stink mobile has kinda got me hooked.. he he..
Life's not exactly been good since coming back from Australia..
some of it have been better, some of it have taken a turn for the worst..
Oh well, you win some, u lose some...

Have nearly died twice now while driving.. Being the P Plated driver that i am, nearly drove into the ocean on one occasion, and turned out of a filter lane on another occasion, nearly being beheaded by the oncoming bus, which i failed to notice... good thing is, so far, have not encountered my first road block yet.. mildly could be due to the fact that I'm good?? Na, i think otherwise..

Works been its usual bitchy self.. Even when we are having so called "ad min" time, there still seems to be so much to do.. It never ends man, I'm telling u.. that light in the end of the tunnel seems to be getting dimmer and dimmer by the second.. Sometimes, i really wonder if my boss is aware of the pressure that we face from him.. He seems so nonchalant about it at times, like as though we owe him a living.. But then again, on the flip side, there are moments whereby i feel he's doing a good job.. Maybe its just me..

I really need to spend more time with myself.. kinda get the feeling that I'm losing touch with myself, being so busy with work and everybody else.. always putting others before me.. dun get me wrong, i enjoy helping others. The feeling it brings is one of the best in the world, if there is even a comparison for it. But sometimes, just sometimes, i question myself. I always help others but will others help me when my time of need comes? I'm not going to doubt some of the people that i know will cover my back. but how about others? Have i done enough to "qualify" as a part of their life?? I guess its something that i can only live in time to find out.. Sometimes the least expected will surprise you in more ways than one..

More time for myself.
More time for myself.
More time for myself.

Thats my new resolution for the time being.