Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Am I?

As of now, i'm still unsure of whether i'll be going over to indonesia or not... won't really know until thursday so i'll be on standby until den...

one part of me is really dying to go, cuz i've always wanted to do something like this... you know, be involved in real life situations and all... its really an experience nothing in this world can be traded for....one month there could be a difference between life and death for many people and whether or not i come back in a piece is also another consideration.... on the other hand, the other part of me is really reluctant to go... cuz of the people i know i'll miss... you know who you are...hehe...

so ya, well hopefully a decision can be made soon enough and if i do get the chance to do this, whatever choice i'm given, i just hope you all can understand it...

and just for a litle bit of drama, in case i do go and never return, Good Morning, Good Afternoon and Good Night.....hehe...no la... touch wood...

will update u guys as soon as i can.....

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